SILHOUETTES

I been alone looking 'round

Couldn't find, recognize

Even my silhouette

Yeah

Yeah

I ain't shed a tear at least in a year now

Mind stressing and it lease and it rent out

These problems, demons pile on me like autumn leaves

Apologies to all the people I cannot express love

'Til it's peace in my inner self

How come all I see is a silhouette of everything?

I'm feeling alone

Surround myself with what I think that I want

'Cause part of me is not fulfilled with the uh

I been broken down to pieces

I shouldn't be indulging, be impulsive, losing focus

Can't control it but it's easier said than done

I'm working on myself lately

Learning how to give myself grace

Observing more and speaking less

Keep prepared

I'm just praying that the Lord save me

And I know He'll never forsake me

Tunnel vision I won't forfeit-

I been alone looking 'round

Couldn't find, recognize

Even my silhouette

Silhouette

I didn't know if we decide

We could fly way beyond

Free of our silhouettes

But what if there's no escaping

Am I becoming all the things I don't treasure?

Am I succumbing to the pressure?

Overthinking, overzealous

Hate the fact that I'm pessimistic

Can't seem to even live in the present

My ambition it done reached a new level

Transgressions that I still gotta settle

Transitions that I need to accept

And past friendships that ain't easy to let go

But holding on to grudges don't do me no justice

It's been hard to adjust I'm searching for purpose

And you cannot purchase my love or my trust

I'm trusting the process

Got so much accomplishments

Still got imposter syndrome on my consciousness

Broken my promises

Lost out on love for this

Heard all your comments

Only God can judge us

Like damn

My brothers keeper

Got people depending on me but don't show up

When I need a hand

These days I see through your need to pretend

I took a chance it was slim

I took the path less travelled

I had to lead by example

I had no guidance or candle

They took my kindness for granted

Made me start growing resentful

Maybe it's all part of the plan

Maybe I'm far from the end

I'm hurt and abandoned

It's curtains I'm hanging I can't nobody else in

Feel like the world ending

And lately the days are beginning to all feel the same

But ain't nothing stop me man

Nah ain't nothing stopping me

Ain't nothing, ain't nothing stopping me man

I must've fell and forgot who I am

Got amnesia

Hopefully I gave you something to believe in

If it cost me a limb

Armageddon on the constant defence

I'm a leg up on the competition

No competing, no allegiance

N***** switch up like the seasons when it harvest again

Y'all n***** be just like some politicians

Y'all n***** were never a part of the fam

I been alone looking 'round

Couldn't find, recognize

Even my silhouette

Silhouette

I didn't know if we decide

We could fly way beyond

Free of our silhouettes

Maybe someday I won't be all alone

Where did we all just go wrong?