Win Or Lose

Ayo Meet me half way roads to deep to cross

Catching bullet strays like a game of lacrosse

I Never needed an applause affirmation from the greats

Cause even ima do whatever it takes

I made mistakes most times

But never did I fold to the words of what's behind

Niggas gatekeep while saying keep the grind

Man That shit piss me off

Road feeling like im sparring with an elden ring boss

Flaws in my system

It Took me a while I tried to miss em

Lacking every single type of vision

Key up in ignition

Full throttle through

Tryna balance out life like im alone on a canoe

And juggling a life beyond protools

To know the things I was scared of not a issue

Tunnel visioned to the goal since I was rocking nudes

Know my reality of peace is all my dreams on its knees now

Man its been way too long

So put me on to keep my focus

Keep me from far from drawn

From angles that deter my choices

I know I aint wrong

For thinking that I could be something

And I know right now

But its too much things so hold me down for real

Cause we been battling so long

And I dont know how I'll win or lose

Cause we been battling so long

And I dont know how I'll win or lose

And yeah of course it feels good to know

I get everything I want and need

But love is way more than those proceeds

Im reluctant to all help don't pressure me no more

Im torn between this life that we in

The new way of live

Its damaging my mind

I seen it all before but I aint really read signs

My flaws could be ignored in disguised

Of a wide disconnect from this world

And Dwelled in my ambitions you heard it all before

But you could show me ways just to maintain

My mental cause sometimes it go insane

Paranoid thinking all of my dreams could be void

So Im loading my gear before I even click deploy

And sis had me staying real poise through all noise

Informed that my future is strictly my choice

For better or worse cause life is all a collateral

This world bigger than blocks these streets and these avenues

Man its been way too long

So put me on to keep my focus

Keep me from far from drawn

From angles that deter my choices

I know I aint wrong

For thinking that I could be something

And I know right now

But its too much things so hold me down for real

Cause we been battling so long

And I dont know how I'll win or lose

Cause we been battling so long

And I dont know how I'll win or lose