Glitter

DSLR flash

Looking past the lens

A teenage imitation

Now just a picture of a picture I've taken

Glitter closing my eyes

Falling asleep with your hand in mine

Every moment has a touch of goodbye

We were watching it leave while we still had time

I wanna kill your boyfriend

On the phone you said

I promise I know it's bad

When I come home on a holiday

You tell me everything in my bed

Whispering like we're thirteen again

Glass bottles in the trunk

Looking for something far past drunk

Learning how to be loved

In the back of the car that you're scared of

Fall from a chemical high

Outrunning the feeling of being alive

But after it ended you never felt right

You're not supposed to take that stuff all the time

I wanna kill your boyfriend

He could never know you

He wants to crush you in his hands

And every time

That you say he loves me

I say that's not what love means

I say that's not what love means

That's not what love means

That's not what love means

I say that's not what love means

I say that's not what love means

That's not what love means

That's not what love means

That's not what love means

That's not what love means