i fall apart

I've wasted all this time thinking you might still come over

But I'm honestly so tired of this room

Now I lay awake and think of all the things that I can say

But I'm honestly surprised I'm still with you

I fall apart

Whenever I'm not with you

I fall apart

Whenever my heart's not in tune

Am I the one you want? Do you see yourself with me?

Am I merely just a project, something you can tweak?

Is there anybody out there that feels the way I do?

I get super duper nauseous, so dizzy I could puke

I keep missing all my deadlines and freaking out my dad

I don't know if I'm okay but, God, I hate it when they ask 'cause

I'm not good at lying, I really wish I was

To be honest, I should never buy a gun

I'd kill myself for fun

I've wasted all this time thinking you might still come over

But I'm honestly so tired of this room

Now I lay awake and think of all the things that I can say

But I'm honestly surprised I'm still with you

I fall apart

Whenever I'm not with you

I fall apart

Whenever my heart's not in tune