I Must Apologise

I never wanted to cause doubt in your mind

I'm not acting the way I think you'd like

We went for dinner and now you're acting paranoid

If only you knew the way I felt inside

On that night

Your paranoia, it happens all the time

And that's 'cause lying's a big problem of mine

But I still do it, now I'm by myself again

I tell so many that I can't see them end

So I said

If I could, I would make amends

Today, I wrote a list of them

The way it starts, the way it ends

I signed my name in marker pen (yeah)

I must apologise

Before I end the night

It's not a gamе, I want to change

These days, it doesn't feel the same

The way it did some years before

I've lost so much, I'll lose some more

I'm not able (ble-ble)

To tell you what you need, it's a shame 'cause

They say I should be honest more, one day, I'm sure

I'll figure out the reason I was telling lies for

I must apologise

Before I end the night