I even told my mom about u

I'm a little homesick

But too afraid to show it

Maybe you don't miss me the same

I know I'm dumb for thinking

That this could be a thing

And hoping we could just stay the same

I even told my mom about you

I'm pretty sure she would've liked you too

There you go

All that I got was an open note

Me versus him we were toe to toe

In the end true love wasn't what you'd chose

I mean, you got attached to leave me

Even moved close cause you had to see mе

Left that lane giving you the chancе

And then a brand new man what an awful reason

I don't know anything that I can say

Used to dream of your love in a grand way

Over text say it all to my damn face

Still love you, you were always my plan A

Told my mom you're the one and she replied

I could tell that you love her and I see why

Hold her close let her go if she need time

But if she leaves you won't be with a peace sign

I still see your face in my dreams and the memories

I keep everything's about you

I still sleep in your old shirt, like nothing ever hurt

'Cause I told my mom about you

I knew you'd be running away

I'm trying, I promise I'd change

Dealing with stress everyday

Coping with trauma I take to the grave

But you gave me love, but turned it to waste

So you turned around and said it was fate

I wish I'd erase the love that I gave

It was a mistake, it was a mistake

Yeah, you taught me peace just to go and leave

All the countless sessions of the therapy

'Tryna break the wall so I can open up

So I can see the light you say you see in me

But that's the same light that you letting go

Why you giving up cause I couldn't cope

Now my only wish I don't ever feel

How I felt today when you ran from home

I even told my mom about you

I'm pretty sure she would've liked you too