Collector

I will kill a spider

If it gets too close

I read that they're sacred

I say that's a hoax

But I believe it, I just lie

To spare myself the guilt

Cause I'm a shame collector

I'm a hoarder

I will share a story I should keep private

I know I'm a lot, wish I could stay quiet

But I'm just trying to let go

I think it helps me to expose the shame collection

And upon reflection

I tend to store it all in my lips and up my skirt

So when I am fucked I get what I deserve

I collect what I

Deserve

Deserve

Because

I will get there late at my convenience