What I See

This feeling haunts me

Behind these eyes, the shell seems so empty

Though I wonder if anything lives inside?

I wanna live

I wish I was dead

My heart aches to bleed

I'm cheated from what I see

Freedom holds a double-edge for me

I look in your eyes and see

I wanna live

I wish I was dead

I don't wanna think

I'm stuck here and I know it

I don't wanna see

Make me close my eyes

I wanna live

I wish I was dead

Life's cold and it reaches inside

I need to feel but turn my mind off

The desperation begins

From the start, I see the end

Not right, I'm not right, you're not right

I've gotta close my eyes

I look in your eyes

And I see it's always this way

Live the lie, take a dive

Just to make it die

I wanna live

I wish I was dead

I've just got to close my eyes

I've got to close my eyes

I've got to close my eyes