secrecy

Baby, didn't I do it for ya?

Chasing dreams and quick euphoria

Ain't been healthy for me, love

Can't you see, love

That I'm in a bad way?

You were my muse, my motivation

I needed somethin' was worth wasting

I guess that was you, love

Did me and you finally punch my ticket to hell?

Say it wasn't fine

Table cloth and fishing rods

And I think I'm flyin'

Were you lying when you said I was okay?

Aaah-aaah-aah

I'm a pusher

I'm a pleaser

I'm a beggar

And I need you to hold me (aaah-aaah-aah)

Wishin' for this evening out for years

And now you wanna destroy me?

And the corridors converge into a drain

Would you love me if this went my way?

And I hope that you'll be running after me

Everybody sees it all the same

Your name's collecting dust inside my brain

But you promised me that you would never change

Bottles of Bacardi down the drain

And I'm movin' through the crowd like it's a maze

Singin', you, and alcohol

It don't look great

Guess you gotta do a better job of secrecy