Using Again

I'm living low down and I am using again

I'm hating my name cause I am cursed like my kin

And if I should see you before I am condemned

I hope you're deceived by the webs that I spin

I wish I was who I appear

'Cause I despise the man in the mirror

Lost deep inside of my dirty old soul

Some starry-eyed boy never taught self control

The cost of my living was more than I planned

So I held a needle like a gun in my hand

And I wish I was who I appear

Cause I despise the man in the mirror

The memories I've got torture my head

And I don't know God but I heard he was dead

And if I am wrong in judgement I stand

I will not repent cause I don't give a damn

You can send me to Hell with the rest of my friends

And I wish I was who I appear

Cause I despise the man in the mirror

I'm living low down and I am using again