embers

I lay into my comfort, whispering into the dimly lit room

"I love you, i love you"

Faded colors of orange and yellow still haunt me

I feel the twilight's embers burn

With every sweet intnet, exerted as ubridled anger

My chest is exploding, my chest is exploding

Leaving me screaming

"I love you! i love you!"

(I love you!)

Slammed in my wrist!

These twisted stems!

This new feeling won't last!

I beg, I beg for your hand!

Your hand!

Why did i dare to love you?

Why did I dare to love you?

Why did I dare to love you?

Why did I dare to love you? (dare to love you)

To love you

Pouring out her chest, her sweet flowers lay wilted

She feels their pedals sink between her fingers

Leaving nothing but dried carbon

"Grab these lavander thorns and shove them into my wrists

Maybe i'll feel something different"

She yells

Her liquid runs across her skin, starving for more

She continues to slam those twisted stems into her arms

"Oh god, oh god, oh god..." she repeats internally

Wondering how long these newfound scars will take to blossom

Little does she know

Cutting through her own skin will find no flowers

Yet she continues to wail

(I love you!)

Why did i dare to love you?

Why did i dare to love you?

Why did i dare to love you?

Why did i dare to love you?

Why did i dare to love you? (Slammed in my wrist!)

Why did i dare to love you? (These twisted stems!)

Why did i dare to love you? (This new feeling won't last!)

Why did i dare to love you? (I beg, I beg for your hand!)

(Your hand!)