My Anxiety

I've been living with a secret, secret

and I don't know if I can keep it, keep it

and I know that if I leave it, leave it

it's just gonna keep getting bigger

it seems that life has got so hectic, hectic

it's getting harder to protect it, tect it

but I know that if I let it, let it

it's just gonna keep getting bigger

if she finds out I'm someone I don't wanna be

if I let myself down I'll blame it on transparency

if I let them down gently maybe they'll admire me

'cause if everyone loves me it might ease my anxiety

it seems my honour is forsaken, saken

it seems my friends have started hating, hating

all my nervous system's shaking, shaking

it's just gonna keep getting bigger

I'm a criminal in hiding, hiding

and you're the father I confide in, fide in

there's a shadow that's been rising, rising

it's just gonna keep getting bigger

if she finds out I'm someone I don't wanna be

if I let myself down I'll blame it on transparency

if I let them down gently maybe they'll admire me

'cause if everyone loves me it might ease my anxiety

if she finds out I'm someone I don't wanna be

if I let myself down I'll blame it on transparency

if I let them down gently maybe they'll admire me

'cause if everyone loves me it might ease my anxiety