Dead To Me

Was it all in my head?

Was it meant to be?

Thought I'd love you til death

Now you're dead to me

I still fucking hate you, hate you, hate you

What are you doing to me?

Thought I'd love you til death

Now you're dead to me

You fucking broke me I'm crazy

Yeah yeah yeah you were my baby

I wasn't perfect but I've worked so hard

You still called me lazy

Had to leave to see all the shit that you were doing to me

Called me so many names, started to believe

Made me fucking hate myself

You never wanted me, you wanted someone else

You made our home start to feel like a cell

Took a look in the mirror and I started to see

A man that wanted some love you could never give to me

Was it all in my head?

Was it meant to be?

Thought I'd love you til death

Now you're dead to me

I still fucking hate you, hate you, hate you

What are you doing to me?

Thought I'd love you til death

Now you're dead to me

I wasn't perfect

Always flirting with different women and getting too fucked up

We couldn't even have a conversation

But what you did was worse, it was fucking inhuman

I caught you in bed with another man, just left feeling stupid

I went home and thinking and drinking and finished a gram

I got madder and madder, and I ripped him out of bed

You were screaming at me and him

We're fighting on the floor

Had blood spilling out my head leaving from the door

I was wearing shades the next day

Because you knew I was meeting fans

It was the lowest fucking point I ever fucking felt as a man

I got hate in my heart and an endless aggression

I can't let it all go until you answer my question

Was it all in my head?

Was it meant to be?

Thought I'd love you til death

Now you're dead to me

I still fucking hate you, hate you, hate you

What are you doing to me?

Thought I'd love you til death

Now you're dead to me

I couldn't see it then, but I see it now

Thank you so fucking much for ripping my heart out

Stomping it and cutting it and bleeding it out

Finally figured out so much about myself

I was never the problem, I can finally see

You just weren't the right fucking person for me

Take care, wish you well and the best

Hoping our paths never cross again

Said what I had to and needed to say

Going to love myself like I should have yesterday

Was it all in my head?

Was it meant to be?

Thought I'd love you til death

Now you're dead to me

I still fucking hate you, hate you, hate you

What are you doing to me?

Thought I loved you til death

Now you're dead to me

Dead to me

Fucking dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead

Fucking dead, dead, dead

You're dead to me