Phantom

All this time wasted and all this time gone

You are still waiting on me

Every time you leave the house, remember you're not safe

But you are hardly ever

And all those times that I could swear I heard you speak

You spoke in such low voice

Of how if you could choose you would choose not to feel

'Cause you are hardly ever happy

Sometimes I find myself standing in those stairs

With eyes so blank and unsure

Realizing this is not where I want to be

And not where I want to go

And I don't mean to somehow always disagree

But I feel that you do not see

In order to love, you have to be all you can be

And mostly you have to love yourself

Oh, with all this time wasted and all this time gone

You are still waiting on me

Oh, but if I could choose I would choose not to feel

'Cause I am hardly ever happy

I am hardly ever happy