Chasing the High

I'm chasing the high

I'm falling

The back of my mind keeps calling

For you

I'm sorry

But that's really no surprise to you

I'm chasing the high

I'm falling

The back of my mind is calling

For you

I'm sorry

But that's really no surprise to you

I keep numbing myself

breaking every promise i made

Something deep in my self conscious

Know the price that i pay

Can't resist the devil's fragrance

It's attracting my brain

It's a never ending cycle

Running straight through my veins

I can't break

The curse

I can't form a smile cause

That would be fake

I learned that when i made

My first line of the day

I'm a sinner I'm a sinner

Till i lay in my grave

I'm a winner i keep numbing my face

So i never feel the pain

I can feel it no more

If i die i go in vain

Not what i do it for

All i see is pouring rain

Sadness high up above

Shit will never be the same

I can't

I'm chasing the high

I'm falling

The back of my mind is calling

For you

I'm sorry

But that's really no surprise to you

I'm chasing the high

I'm falling

The back of my mind is calling

For you

I'm sorry

But that's really no surprise to you