aM i aL0ne ! ? (or just crazy ! ?)

I'm tired of it all

You know how things are slow

Am i dead? it feels like I'm dreaming

(I hate working, right? Like, who doesn't? But whenever there's, like, nothing to do, especially after school, like, you have no homework, no final exams, or when you just, like, quit your job and, you know, you- your brain is not used to having a lot of free time, you kinda become, like, a zombie. Maybe I need work to be mentally healthy. This is gonna sound weird but I kinda... school ended and I kinda miss school, like, working, being worried about... stuff, you know, like assignments, grades, and what-not. I dunno, I kinda feel empty.)

(I am not from here.)

(I am not real.)

(Am I dreaming?)

(I don't think I'm alive.)