Shimmering Scars

The coldest summer

You withdrew further

And gave a little less

You took the Sun away

You say you're with me

Then ghost right through me

I'll never understand how it slipped away

All I ever dreamed of

Has fled to the stars

And hides in the dark

Everyone I reached for

They tear me apart

Encoding my heart

With shimmering scars

Stonewall silence

I beg for guidance

But every vow we made

Unravelled through the pain

And if you say it's nothing

Then why are your eyes still flooding?

We stamped the embers out

I carried half the blame

All I ever dreamed of

Has fled to the stars

And hides in the dark

Everyone I reached for

They tear me apart

Encoding my heart

With shimmering scars

Was I not enough?

Was I not enough?

What still remains?

I don't wanna break

Was I not enough?

Was I not enough?

I can't start again

I carry half the blame

I carry half the blame

All I ever dreamed of

Has fled to the stars

And hides in the dark

Everyone I reached for

They tear me apart

Encoding my heart

With shimmering scars

I can't start again