if ur leffen then im chillindude

(I wish you had stayed)

I wish that you had stayed when I asked you to

I wish my lungs didn't hurt but they sure do

Every time I breathe I'm reminded of

How none of this will ever work

I've been talking to molly

And I think I'm realizing

That nothing ever stays the same

No matter how bad we want it

Not the way that your hand fits mine

Not the way that our bodies intertwine

Woven together like that cardigan

We found at that garage sale last summer

It's a bummer

'Cause you wont ever know

How much this means to me

There is no Montauk, just a repose

Am I burying the ghost?

As my nights spill into mornings

And I wake up fucking soaked

In everything I think I need

And all the people I miss the most

Do you remember when we drove down Glenlord?

And as the sky lit up, I screamed out, "I love you!"

It turned out to be just snow lightning

But the sentiment remains the same

I think I'd rather die with you

I think I'd rather die with you

I think I'd rather die with you

(I think I—)

(I think I—)

I think I'd rather die with you

(And all those flowers)

I think I'd rather die with you

(From the Junior Prom, I keep them)

I think I'd rather die with you

(A long time in my bedside)

(She was—)

(I think I'd rather die with you)

I love her

(I think I'd rather die with you)

I said I burned them

(I think I'd rather die with you)

But I love hiding

You know I always lie