Unsweetened Lemonade

My eyes are made of acid

And my tongue is sharp with spite

Attention whore with too much pride

There's no one I wouldn't fight

I don't like confrontation

But I'm staring at the sun

I won't quit until my eyes go red

I'll finish what's begun

I fucked the reaper 'cause I knew

My time was coming, can't you see?

I was either gonna die at twelve

Or ninety-fucking-three

I'd do anything for twenty bucks

I'd sell my sour soul

'Cause lemonade is bitter till you

Sweeten up the bowl

I'm sitting in the bathroom

I'm crying citrus tears

Everything I used to love

Decayed over the years

It's hard to finish sentences

I'll sell my pride instead

'Cause it's easier to focus

I'm just the price above my head

People think I'm pretty

So I'll buy a hotel room

One bad trope without the tension

The child and her groom

I fucked the reaper 'cause I knew

My time had come, why can't you see?

I didn't die at twelve

I guess I'm here till ninety-three

I'd do anything for twenty bucks

I'd sell my sour soul

'Cause lemonade is bitter till you

Sweeten up the bowl

I'm sitting in the bathroom

I'm crying citrus tears

Everything I used to love

Decayed over the years

Enemies to lovers but you'll

Never own my heart

One sided, it's pathetic

How you think you're being smart

Worthless parents make stupid kids

The apple never strays

Your conscience never compromised

And ego never pays

I'd do anything for twenty bucks

To feel more in control

'Cause lemon hearts are bitter till you

Sweeten up the soul

I'm sitting in the bathroom

I'm sobbing citrus tears

Everything I'll ever love

Decayed over the years