Endless Nightmare

I just wanna wake up and feel weightless

Most of the time I hate this

Post up all the time with a fake grin

And inside it's rainin', I

Can't seem to find the rays

Peek through the dark, see better days

I know it's comin' just don't know when

Wonderin' when I'll laugh again

And really fuckin' mean it

Straight to the depths, I've fuckin' seen it

Hell and back

That's where I been

I tell 'em that

With a pad n' pen

These days I stay low

Tell me, where's my raincoat?

Gotta face the day like usual

These demons, yeah, I'm used to 'em

Won't let 'em get used to me

Wish I was how I used to be

So carefree, so optimistic

Never took a moment to stop and listen, I

Wish for time back, I really gotta stop that

'Cause livin' in the past is so exhausting

I'm gettin' older, it's never stoppin'

Yeah, break down

Crawl in the bed, face down

Is it all in my head? Am I safe now?

Does anybody else relate? Wow

So many that are just like me

But still I feel so alone at sea

The waves rush in I'm cavin' in

I just wanna fuckin' breathe

Can anybody out there hear me?

Is anybody out there near me?

I don't wanna wake up scared

I've been runnin' from this endless nightmare

I just wanna wake up with a calm soul

Wish I could overcome my obstacles

Always feel right through the coals

Wish the world could find a common goal

But I, work through the night, and I see that

Most people don't like the feedback

Most people don't really care

And most people aren't really there

So the darkness is my solace

And the studio is my office

Try to help out all my friends

But had to learn that some just don't want it

So I, try to move on, keep it goin'

Always write new songs

Take a break and then come back strong

Only path that I've known too long yeah

Can anybody out there hear me?

Is anybody out there near me?

I don't wanna wake up scared

I've been runnin' from this endless nightmare

Can anybody out there hear me?

Is anybody out there near me?

I don't wanna wake up scared

I've been runnin' from this endless nightmare