dear you

You'd think I'd be better by now

But I breakdown knowing that you're never around

My hands still shake when I'm going about my day

Don't think that I'll ever calm down but

You'd think I'd be better by now

But I breakdown knowing that you're never around

My hands still shake when I'm going about my day

Don't think that I'll ever calm down but

That's okay

I changed my mind, I don't need you

You piss me off when I see you

So here's a little letter dear you

I hope you like being left in the rearview

I'm not better just know that I tried

And if you hate me, just know that it's fine

'Cause I hate me too there's no need to lie

I couldn't keep you around, I had to leave you behind

So goodbye and farewell

I think I'll see you again

Somewhere down there in hell

I hope you pray for me now

I hope you pray for my health

I know you hate me but I hope you're wishing me well

I hate you now but I loved you

You say that it's not true

I put no one above you

Where no one could touch you

It's true that I loved you

But now it's just fuck you

I might go and find somebody else just know that it's not you

(Yeah, know that it's not you)

(Just know that I loved you)

(And now it's just fuck you)

(You'd think I'd be better by now)

(But I breakdown knowing that you're never around)

(My hands still shake when I'm going about my day)

(Don't think that I'll ever calm down but)

You'd think I'd be better by now

But I breakdown knowing that you're never around

My hands still shake when I'm going about my day

Don't think that I'll ever calm down but

You'd think I'd be better by now

But I breakdown knowing that you're never around

My hands still shake when I'm going about my day

Don't think that I'll ever calm down but

That's okay