Suffocate

Coming out the gutter

With a little bit of mud

I swear to god

I never know when to shut the fuck up

Wearing a sign tagged up I love her

I'm gonna find myself some comfort

Suffer the fate I care for nothing

Limit the sky it's just a fuckin' way to think you stand for something

Castin out the line I know I'm finally saved

I know that I'm vain

I always wished another life and face

Reminisce about the past and then I gasp and wince

Suffocate and now I wish I died

I'll never miss

Time is slipping

Wish I hadn't missed

Another kiss dismissed

To my dismay I hit another spliff and blew it all away

I'm gone with the wind

Again and again

I spend a day of splendor

Lost in the thoughts

A letter I lost

She wrote return to sender

I suffocate and lacerate

The memories so I can find a way

To write this song

There's nothings left to right

But wrongs I feel inside

My chest feels like it's caving in I have to stop

So this is it

I blow a kiss

Pull the trigger

Then I'm gone

One hit two hit

Free me from my tortuous ways

I cannot ease my mind

Although I try on most days

I fill my cup with what I must

My ignorant haze

She played her game I'll follow suit

My hand full with spades

You dig that hole

From what I know blade buries the same

Stabbed in the back

It's a fine line between pleasure and pain

I'll get her back my love attack

She cried when she came

This flame got cold this fight gets old

Watch you suffocate

Spread across my eyes these white lines

Hold the sheet above my head

Tuck me away with a tag

Stainless steel for a new bed

I wanna hold these moments a little longer

Wouldn't you wanna see me stronger

It's not like its somber

Look towards the light and

I promise it's over

Welted my life with your hate

Beaten til I could no longer take it

I'm willing to face it

This love was a period of hatred

Complacent

You taste it

I wasted most of my youth

Half of the time I was fighting the truth

Fuck it

I'd be lying if I said I never loved you