Jade

Nights don't get high but I'm still faded

Monotony in routine why, yo

Rollin' nights, don't get high but I'm still faded

Monotony in my routine why I feel jaded

Scattered scars in my regime when we picture paintin'

Monetary spike is for the moment but I'm still gainin'

I feel pain but I'm still waitin'

For a different day that I can say

My past life isn't still changin'

My current endeavors and situations

The demons stray around my head

I guess that's the way that they demonstrate it

I been havin' little patience

I don't really like you niggas to be frank

And when I say it you should know that

I don't gotta rain over

I got dogs who gon' really spray you

To that I tell you let's be dangerous if you feelin' gangsta

The drums breakin' over instrumentals

I'm tryin' not to be complacent

Write my pieces when my thoughts erasing

Brought myself together now they're breakin'

Never racin' with doubt, steady pacin' with myself

For worse or for better until I swerve in my Jetta

My words never let up

The first to break the curse in my generation

Stayin' strong in my relationship

Everyday it's been something different

Battling frustration, ain't shared a laugh in a minute

It's like I ain't been sad but I ain't been happy, what is it?

Oh, what I wouldn't give to count a stack in the back of a Sprinter

You know I'm standin' on the edge of what I used to be

Throwin' old habits out the window isn't new to me

Funny as it may seem

Channel through a pen so I can summon what I can't see

Trap your feelings in your heart, the love isn't escaping

Tryna get on track just like a runaway train is

Above the clouds gazing

Scribblin' a pattern like a butterfly wings is

If something don't make sense attention ain't paid there

Tryna find a way to drop the tension I created here

Feel no need to mention that these writtens how I make amends

Ain't no love for friends if they intention isn't genuine

I've committed sins I can't repent

They still livin' with me

Sacred how I'm livin', patience is the mission

On a chase for bigger pictures

I been pacing myself different

Payin' close attention see they changin' colors vivid

Yea

Changin' colors vivid

Still Chldrn