Your Chaos

Yeah lights cut out same empty room

Same old ghosts they don't make room

Don't wanna go home but I drift that way

Nowhere left but yesterday

Floor still cracks where your shadow screams

Glass on the ground we cut our dreams

Every step I pray you sleep

'Cause when you don't that shit runs deep

You say I'm fine I know that line

Heard it a thousand fuckin' times

Keep my calm but you pull my fuse

Every love song ends like news

You ain't locked up but I'm doin' time

Pop your meds I pop my mind

All your chaos I sign that fine

You burn slow I cross that line

You ain't sick Then I'll get numb

You don't run Then I won't run

Whatever you break I bleed it too

That's just what your love makes me do

TV buzz I fade to grey

You text I'm good I call that fake

You say you'll quit then spin again

Like the world outside this skin

I'm scared of peace it never stays

Scared of you but I can't look away

Love's a drug with a crooked hand

Guess I'm just your second brand

You ain't locked up but I'm doin' time

Pop your meds I pop my mind

All your chaos I sign that fine

You burn slow I cross that line

You ain't sick Then I'll get numb

You don't run Then I won't run

Whatever you break I bleed it too

That's just what your love makes me do

Walls talk back when I try to sleep

Every dream yours I fall too deep

You say I'm free that's cute I laugh

You own my calm my blood my half

You ain't locked up but I'm doin' time

Pop your meds I pop my mind

You keep breakin' I stay true

I'm just sick enough for two

You're not gone but I'm halfway dead

Every kiss still eats my head

If you ever heal I wouldn't know

I'm too far gone to let you go

When you get like that

I fade right back