As A Womb

Who will guard these hills?

Those which are abandoned.

Those which are exhausted.

Everything is collapsing, can you see it?

Awareness will come slow, if at all.

I knew it would come, when everything collapsed.

It is too late to rebuild these walls?

(Because) this self created bliss has destroyed everything true,

When truth was the rise of the first gentian.

They do not know what they seek,

So who could expect such grand repose

When all wisdom ends in nothing,

Who chooses what will be truth?

It feels as though there is a saw resting on these bones,

Behind this flesh

Lies an anaemic frame

Like brittle bones, they snap,

It echoes for days

I regret everything I ever promised,

In this coil, endlessly falling to nothing

As we think, we are all that will exist

Learning now, that this truth, was just denial.