Myself

I remember feeling like I wasn't good enough

Had me questioning myself, I wasn't sure enough

Had me looking in the mirror, tryna analyze my figure

I ain't perfect, you want perfect, so that figures

You always put me in a bad place

Said we were moving at a fast pace

It was all my fault (fault)

I fell in love too hard

I loved you when I didn't love myself (yeah, yeah)

Said you love me, but you only loved yourself

You rocked me so hard

You played all your cards right

You played with my heart

I might, I might not be the same way

You were walking in the door, you wasn't saying, "Hi" (hi)

You were walking out that door, you wasn't saying, "Bye, bye" (bye, bye)

Seems like you only got that way when things ain't go your way (oh, oh)

How could you tell me that you love and behave this way?

Sometimes, I don't know how I survived

You picked me up, you threw me in the sky

And when I fell you let me hit the ground (oh, oh)

I still felt alone with you around

I learned my lesson (lesson)

Yeah, shit got hectic (hectic)

But all in all, the experience it was a blessing (yeah)

You taught me patience, can't skip the basics

Seems like you only wanted me for that sensation (yeah)

I remember all the lies (all the lies)

All the night you made me cry (ll the night you made me cry)

When you controlled my mind (you controlled my mind)

Had me wishing I would die (had me wishing I would die)

You will never know how I feel (how I feel)

I gave my all to you, my love was real, baby (my love was real)

But you didn't love me

But you didn't love me

I loved you when I didn't love myself

Said you love me, but you only love yourself

You rocked me so hard

You played all your cards right

You played with my heart, I might (I might)

Might not be the same way

Might not be the same Lay