Suppressing Times

Ah shit here we go

Listen to the fucking stories i wrote during the suppressing times

Bring it

I have become what my thoughts have screamed

What they are and what they want me to be

These next stories will explain what I essentially mean

Death and agony have plagued what I used to be

I've befriended the voices that always come in three

I have lost control as my fucking soul begins to flee

The noose is tied around the tree

Come on in, let me show you what I see

Take a fucking look

I'm fucked by all of you

And i just want to leave this fucking place

And kill all i have known

I just want to break my bones

Throw away the fucking throne

I just want to lay under my motherfucking tombstone

Fuck me up. Bitch come fuck me up.

Motherfucker you will never really fuck me up

I give up. Fuck it, i give up.

I don't know what should i think anymore

I hear these voices slowly taking over ever part of me

These are suppressing times

Suppressing Times

The devil has got me in his hands and hell is slowly closing its gates

I denied my death and my entry on the otherside,

So hell is the only place I wish to reside

I wish to be free, as i was meant to be

As i was meant to be

The devil has got me in his hands

And hell is slowly closing it's gates

I denied my death and entry on the otherside,

So hell is the only place I wish to reside

So let me introduce you to my fear & dagger

Watch me imma show something

The two snakes on my neck are flirting with the pain

And the dagger on my chest is cursed one.

With fear i survived this shit but fuck

From the top of my neck to the bottom of my stomach

From the gallows to the witch motherfucker this is it,

I just wanna go and quit,

I just wanna hit my face over and over with a brick oh fuck

The selection gave me more room

In this cell just to taste some freedom

I look up to see god and rip my mouth open,

Now he can go stare into hell

The devil in me reaches out and fucking lingers

My eyes roll back so I can see him cross his fucking fingers