Lost Myself In Search Of You

I was holding you so tight and you were holding me

So wrapped up in the moment I was feeling such security

And the first few weeks felt just like heaven,

But we never really seemed to get that high

And now I sit here laughing at the time that past me by

It's time

It's times like these, when I feel I'm on my knees begging

Please don't go

And as you slipped away

I couldn't admit that we were through

And as you slipped away

I found I lost myself in search of you

I found I lost myself in search of you

I was holding you so tight and you were holding him

But you left the door so wide open

That I was sure you'd come back in

And now the only time I can hold you is in my mind

And that doesn't seem to fill me up inside

So yes I felt lonely

And yes I felt a need

And you seemed to feel it necessary to make me see

That I was wrong and you were right

And that all my attempts were in vain

But I was pretty sure you'd turn around

And want me back again

And as you slipped away

I couldn't admit that we were through

And as you slipped away

I found I lost myself in search of you

I found I lost myself in search of you

I was holding you so tightly when you needed help

I guess insecurities catch up to you

When you're lying to yourself

But I wasn't lying when I told you all that you could be

But it was no use

You never really ever listened to me

I was holding you so tightly

But now I've let you go

And as you slipped away

I couldn't admit that we were through

And as you slipped away

I found I lost myself in search of you

I found I lost myself in search of you