Better Like This

I don't think I'll be able to turn the page

Because the book's not really over yet

The last chapter is way too long

And I'm getting tired of reading the same words

And my illusions were just illusions

You made me realize that I was a jerk

Anyway, it's better like this

I'd rather stay at home alone but damn I miss our living room

Do you still have those pictures? They're worth a thousand words

Your mom always said that I made you sick

But I don't believe that it's really true

She was just jealous of our happiness

It didn't last forever but it was real

I just couldn't clean up after myself

I'd forget to change the sheets, clean the litter box

But if this is what you try to call love

I'd rather stay at home alone but how I loved our front door porch

Do you still have my letters? It's better than pictures

And my illusions were just illusions

You made me realize that I was a jerk

But anyway, it's better like this

Anyway, it's better like this.