Far Far Away from My Heart

Well the feelings coming on again

Like a whisper thats knocking down a doorway

And everything it says I just believe

And I fear that I'm nothing and alone

So I pour another drink and take a hit

And I wonder where the smoke goes

And I'm feeling more and more like less and less

And it comes from so far down deep inside

But you can't get to it no matter wht you try

And I'm far, far away from my heart

Far, far away from my heart

It's just a voice thats bent on telling me I'm too good

And there really is a shortcut

And I've been through this so many nights before

That you'd think it would be easier by now

So I let the chemical reaction cloud over

The pain that keeps on hurting

As I slowly, but too slowly drift away

To a place where I know I don't have to think

God I hate myself all over so more I drink

And I'm far, far away from my heart

Far, far away from my heart

And now I'm staring blankly at the TV

Holding this guitar for some comfort

But it's so hard to write a simple song

And try to turn this feeling into melody

So I put it down get on my knees

Close my eyes real tight now I'm praying

To anyone that maybe can hear me

Tell me everything will be ok

And I don't think I can make another day

And I'm far, far away from my heart

Far, far away from my heart