What I Say And What I Mean

Walking from the past

But I don't think I've said my goodbyes

Sometimes I just find

That they keep sneaking up from behind

Closing up the wounds

I suppose it's supposed to take some more time

Then why do I find

That we've closed every door in our lives?

'Cause I know you're the only one for me

That's standing in my sleep

Never going back and forth

I'm only going forward

That's what I keep saying

Never going back and forth

I'm only going back

That's what I mean

Something haunts my dreams

Don't know what it means

Itching at the scabs

Only makes my troubles run high

'Cause scratching in the sheets

Makes my bark much worse than my bite

Itching for a fight

As your nails are running over my spine

'Cause the doors are open

And they keep floating back to my mind

And I know you're the only one for me

That's standing in my dreams

Never going back and forth

I'm only going forward

That's what I keep saying

Never going back and forth

I'm only going back

That's what I mean

Something haunts my sleep

Don't know what it means

Never going back and forth

I'm only going forward

That's what I keep saying

Never going back and forth

I'm only going back

That's what I mean

My screws are loose

My noose is tight

I'm lost in back and forth

I'm in between

My screws are loose

My noose is tight

I'm lost in back and forth

I'm in between