Out To Lunch

My head is all over the place

It's not getting any better

I can't seem to make a change

I'll be like this forever

Twenty three

Whole years i

Feel retarded all the time

Any longer im confined

Im gonna lose my god damn mind fuck

Staring at the words again

I cant make sense of anything

All i see is static in my brain

Need a way to end the pain

I'd give the whole world to be

A normal boy eventually

Instead I'm running to the core

I can't take it anymore

Breakdown from anxiety

I hate being alone

Wasting all my energy

Staring at my phone

Can't focus for 2 minutes

Even if i try

Then another day goes by

I still hear i wanna die shit

Staring at the words again

I can't make sense of anything

All i see is static in my brain

Need a way to end the pain

I'd give the whole world to be

A normal boy eventually

Instead I'm running to the core

I can't take it anymore