Girl With Headphones

All day long

I hope it's over

Headphones on

Keep my composure

What I choke down

Is piling up

Dirty laundry

Empty cups

Hate that I feel this way

Anxious from yesterday

Worried about tomorrow

Nowhere I go feels safe

So I'm on another train

Wonder if I'll ever feel the way that I used to

I wanna be okay even if I had to lose you

If life is a pattern, pulling my hand

I'm ready to be on the opposite end

From the window seat, I feel so out of control

So I'll be the girl with the headphones on

Up in the air, always waiting to land

Drowning out the noise till I'm happy again

Go for a walk

I get some space

It feels like that's all that I do these days

Until I hit

A dead end street

And then it all plays on repeat

I scream

Hate that I feel this way

Anxious from yesterday

Worried about tomorrow

Nowhere I go feels safe

So I'm on another plane

Wonder if I'll ever feel the way that I used to

I wanna be okay even if I had to lose you

If life is a pattern, pulling my hand

I'm ready to be on the opposite end

From the window seat, I feel so out of control

So I'll be the girl with the headphones on

Up in the air, always waiting to land

Drowning out the noise till I'm happy again

And maybe one day I'll call it hindsight

I keep a straight face but I'm dying inside

I'm really good at keeping busy

You'd never know I'm feeling dizzy

Wonder if I'll ever feel the way that I used to

I wanna be okay even if I had to lose you

If life is a pattern, pulling my hand

I'm ready to be on the opposite end

From the window seat, I feel so out of control

So I'll be the girl with the headphones on

Up in the air, always waiting to land

Drowning out the noise till I'm happy again