waste my life (feat. coldwntr)

Angel

Half the time I can't define

What i'm really doing here

I stay online and waste my life

Waiting till I disappear

You say it's like I want to die

So take my life, just put me out

You grab the knife and stab it right

Into my chest but I don't even shout

I don't really know what to say no more

When you just kick me to the floor

I just wanted to be someone to adore

But I guess that's not what I am meant for

I'm so degenerate, just for the hell of it

You should probably check my mind

I'm in my head again

I've been without a friend

But they just left me all behind

I wanna tear my eyes right out 'cause all I do right now is cry

I don't know where it all went wrong

I wish I could enjoy my life

I'm sick of it, I won't admit

I'm tired writing songs about you

Cut and split up my wrists

So I don't have to think about you

So tear me apart, tear me inside out

Rip into my heart and burn away a frown

Every time I take part, they try to put me in the ground

What's the point of the art if my body's never found

I'm getting real tired of all the shit

Ima rot away inside a ditch

If you find me you better knock my lights out, flip the switch

So exciting, can't wait to fade away in the abyss

Half the time I can't define

What i'm really doing here

I stay online and waste my life

Waiting till I disappear

You say it's like I want to die

So take my life, just put me out

You grab the knife and stab it right

Into my chest but I don't even shout

I don't even shout

Just get me out