Bang Bang

Do you even know how it began?

Can you tell me how it made you feel?

Do you hear'em now? Or did they let you go?

Just know it's sleeping inside of me sorry

If I don't wanna know your truth about my own sanity

Cause either way I'll be the devil in your fucking story

You wanna help you've got to prove me wrong, prove me I can trust

I never thought I could do it

Cause every time he brought the worst out of me I was locked in

And all the things that ever came out of this it was crying

The voices all around pulled me up, pulled me out alive

Can't wake up from this

I don't wanna fear it now, it's staring at me staring at me

No, don't give up on me

I don't wanna live this life with ghosts around me

Coming for me

Tell me I'm a waste, tell me I'm a wreck I fucking love it

Beat me again so I don't feel numb

Tell me I'm a mess, show me what you got I fucking love it

I'll put your face underground

You'll burn

So shut the fuck up

Bend down

Save me, save me

Save me I'm lost

Save me from the pain

Save me oh, save me I'm stuck I could never get away

Send me a god, send me hope again, so I can never be alone

But nothing lives here

Craving the sun, caving in under your words

I wanna live, tell me how to break this curse

Tell me I'm right if I'm pulling the trigger

Gotta aim for the head and say

BANG BANG

I see red and blue around me

Oh, I never thought I could do it

My body's shaking like a fire that you couldn't hold in

The only thing you've ever wanted of me was to die here

The voices all around pulled me up, pulled me out alive

Woken up from this

I don't wanna fear it now, it's staring at me

Staring at me

No Don't give up on me

I don't wanna live this life with ghosts around me

Coming for me

So shut the fuck up

Bend down

I see red and blue around me