Waco, Texas

My honey's heart is blue and a second offbeat

Always tugging at me like he's running out of daylight

Yeah, my baby acts cool but they all know something ain't right, ain't right

Only acting this cool when he's walking with me

1998 forever and a day

I keep the pictures hanging where the world can see 'em

I hope i die today

Save me from another late night of red eyes

But then the morning comes

You were there looking for me but i

I was gone, turned my back for a moment and

You had fallen apart

They've been promising the lights as we beg for our lives

Selling pages of the times we've been waiting on

Now the weight's too much and i can't hold you anymore

How much of a cruel year can you call my fault

Not even the memories are immortal

Terrified on this side of a conversation

A conversation we'll never come back from

I'll never live it down if i never get around it

Cause goddammit, i did it to myself in hindsight

I liked him cause his rule was do whatever you like and i tried alright

Now i'll wear these scars for life

I loved you when it hurt inside to

But in the low light

You know i'd do anything for you

You know i'd do anything for you

You know it's true cause i've said it to you

Held in my arms, i swore i'd be good to you

Then sat and watched

As you walked away from me

Yeah, you've changed

But did i ever know you

Or did i hold you

Facing away from me

The air in your room never moves

Live and die by the tv no one's watching

Do you hate me?

When this is over

Maybe then we'll get some sleep

I've been picking names for our children

You've been wondering how you're gonna feed them

Love is not enough in this world

But i still believe in nebraska dreamin'

Cause i'd rather die

Than be anything but your girl

I never meant to hurt you

But somehow, i knew i would

Will it be like this forever?

I'd reach into your body

And fix you if i could

Will i feel like this forever?

Are you angry?

Do you hate me?

Darling, time may forgive me

But i won't

You know i'd do anything for you

You know it's true cause i've said it to you

Held in my arms, i swore i'd be good to you

Then sat and watched

As you walked away from me

So i bled til i cried

Til i felt i might die

To be known the way you should

Is to put yourself through hell

Still i waited and tried

Til it killed me

Cause you're right

I can wait if i want

But it'll never be good enough like i want to believe it is