suicide is the only way out

I really wish things were fine

I really wish I could just take my life (aww)

I had a dream me and Mandy both died

But we survived, just like the other time (god fucking damn it)

Bullet holes should be pier- (god fucking damn it)

My dad is such an asshole

Drunken bastard doesn't even know I exist

But then he won't let me go to the Skinny Puppy concert

'Cause my heroin addict aunt is coming over for dinner

Dinner? That's a laugh, just an excuse for my mom to fidget me for not wearing girly clothes

Like all the other Britney Spears wannabes at school

They're all a bunch of Nazi conformist cheerleaders

But if life is only pain, then what's the point of living?

I really wish things were fine

I really wish I could just take my life (are you that pathetic?)

I had a dream me and Mandy both died

But we survived, just like the other time (are you that pathetic?)

Bullet holes should be piercing my spine

Take me out the first time I'm live

Hop on stage, and blow my mind

I fucking hate living this life (are you that-? Are you that-?)

Wanna take your life, that'll fill the hole that's deep inside

But I'll never go through 'cause you'll stab my back (goth)

Fuck all this shit, I'm a crow wearing black (goth)

Always makin' music to escape my thoughts

With this razor in my hand, I feel so goth

Even though it's been a couple years, she's in my thoughts (goth)

I just really hope she loves my songs (goth)

There's darkness all around me

Deep, piercing black, I cannot breathe

My heart has been raped

The pain is everlasting

I miss you so much, babe

Want to hold you in my arms again, girl

Trying to find all these reasons to die (goth)

Suicide haunts me while taunting my mind

Constantly telling people that I'm feeling fine

Knife in my hand 'cause I cut all the time (goth)

Rot in bed, don't have nowhere else to go

Kicking lonely dogs that's on the side of the road

Wander helplessly, I think she might be my home (goth)

Don't have no friends, I'ma die all alone