Diary of a Loner

Grown pants trappin', I ain't make one dollar

Boo-hoo, not, not one dollar

All my new songs, I own all them

Huh, all them, ha-ha, all them

Dad keep callin' but he only biological

I celebrate my mom and auntie on Father's Day

I used to pray to God I would pop off

So soon as this shit drop, I'm sendin' them on holiday

Niggas back home think I got lucky

Puttin' in that twenty-four work, load's disgusting

Niggas used to hate, now they text me they love me

How lovely, ha, can't trust me

Got that blicky on me so don't act silly

Used to talk to God when no one listen

Reminiscin', reminiscin'

'Cause we don't talk so much no more, ah

This is a diary of a loner

It's where I go when I'm losin' control

This is a side of me you shouldn't know but

Oh well (Oh well), now you know (Now you know)

This is a diary of a loner

I'm givin' y'all the close-up (Yeah, yeah)

I'm way too tired to carry this alone

Now you're keepin' my secrets

I got the windows down in a four-door Mercedes

Sittin' real pretty off the songs I created

Goddamn, boy, I got a smooth operation

Run me that check, my nigga (My nigga)

I pulled up to the show and that bitch almost fainted

Baby need to chill, I'm only D-list famous

I got Benjamins like my daddy's last name

But I took 'Nory so the shit reek ragged

Gotta take pills 'cause my shit unbalanced

Crib in the hills is a waste of the salad

I just took a fifth of Patrón to the head

Niggas can't kill me, I'm already dead

Walkin' like a G through depression

This is God-given, why you odd-odd (Yeah, yeah)

He put a nigga here to send a message (Yeah, yeah)

But that nigga won't answer the phone