I Hope You Know

There's some things I'd like to say before the saying's done

You've been on my mind the entire time that I've been on the run

I tried to play it off like it never bothered me

But now I'll never get the chance and now you'll never see

That even though I hated you almost all the time

I never wished for you to die, I always wished that you would climb

Above the circumstances and outweigh all the odds

And get to live the normal life we've dreamt about so much

And I hope you know wherever you are

I'm sorry I wasn't there from the bottom of my heart

I'm sorry that when you would call I'd shut my ringer off

And I'm sorry I erased the mail you'd send to patch things up

But there's one fault of mine that I won't soon forget

And that was never being there when you were on the bed

I got the news in California, sick with what you had

I was laid up in the hospital, pneumonia in my chest

I felt the pain that you had felt everyday of your life

I relived all my selfishness and finally shed the light

And I hope you know wherever you are

I'm sorry I wasn't there from the bottom of my heart

And I hope you know wherever you are

I'm sorry I wasn't there from the bottom of my heart

And I hope you know wherever you are

I'm sorry I wasn't there from the bottom of my heart