Keep This Up

Chase me, fill in the gap now

Gold in my iris

I miss how the waves sound

I haven't talked to my brother in over a year now

I hope that he's still proud

What's with the things I do?

Try to disconnect you two

Tore all the fabric from our loom

And I hate that

My pessimistic views

Stem from all the drugs I use

Hide all my guilt inside this bruise

It's my ruse

Phase me, I feel the distance

I hear the cadence

The worst of all my sounds

I wanna see why you love her, why you're good

For each other, but I just don't know how

What's with the things I do?

Try to disconnect you two

Tore all the fabric from our loom

And I hate that

My pessimistic views

Stem from all the drugs I use

Hide all my guilt inside this bruise

It's my ruse

Bet if you keep this up

You'll die here all alone

Yet you still fill your cup

Nodding off, nodding off now

Bet if you keep this up

You'll die here all alone

Yet you still fill your cup

Nodding off, nodding off now