Proper Dose

Highs and lows are how I flow my favorite mirror's there

I wanna look at what I think I know but all I do is stare too long

I defy the proper dose 'cause I'm alone and I don't care

And though that grass is greener it just don't even compare at all

At all

All this time I wanna give you back I feel opaque and absentee

Am I just going through the motions or is this how I'll be?

Barely focused anymore the haze is all that I can see

Red bottle white cap

Slime in my stomach slowly turning staring at the grout in the tile

Dry is my heave and my head is burning think I'll be in here a while I'm gone

And my cousin's age is turning growing into a man from a child

I wanna watch him play wanna see him score

Wanna be around 'cause I need to make him smile some more

Some more

All this time I wanna give you back I feel opaque and absentee

Am I just going through the motions or is this how I'll be?

Barely focused anymore the haze is all that I can see

Red bottle white cap

Red bottle white cap