The Man I Swore To Be (feat. Chibisprinklez & Churgney Gurgney) (Yourself Only)

I've got this feelin'

I've yet to shake

And I don't know how much more

Of this feelin' I can take

Before I chip, chip, chip

Like an old decaying paint

It's always pleasant even if at times it's faint

I'm slowly, growing ever lonely

Worst of all the only

Perp at fault is me, me, me

Seems I'm not the man I swore to be

And you're not the man

You're not the damned I wanna see

My cursed reflection in the mirror

And under the weight of my imperfections

I can hear her

Desperately trying to guide me the right direction

But I fear

There's a crack in the glass

And it's made things unclear for me

You're not the voice I need to hear

Grant me the courage to voice my needs here

So my voice might reach ears, that I'm deaf to my cries

Let me hear it just, one more time

Say you're proud of me

Say you're proud of me

Say it loud enough to scare the thoughts surrounding me

Blow away my doubts because I know that you were counting on me

To keep you close

Say you're proud of me (Say you're proud)

Say you're proud of me (Say it loud)

Say it loud enough to tear the heartbeat pounding

Out my chest

Or grab me by the neck

Unravelling my head 'till I join you in

Death

I loved you so

I beg you to forgive!

And still let go

It's you who should have lived!

It's cause I know that, you'll spring back from this

You knew I couldn't dare

You're more than fate

Move forward for I'm scared (Move forward though you're scared)

I'm too afraid

To run if you're not there

You've been so brave alone (It's hard to bear this weight)

This weight's

That's (Ours to share)

Tch

I've got this feelin'

I've yet to shake

And I don't know how much more of this feeling I can take

So I'll chip, chip, chip

At my heart until it breaks

And I'll rebuild if not for me then it'll be for her sake

So even if it's fake

I'll pave away the pain

And that's a guarantee

So stay awake

For simply long enough to see

Me walk away

You gave your all to leave for me

So stay awake

For simply long enough to see

I'll walk your way

Until I'm strong enough to be

Strong enough for me