give me a second

Could you just give me a second

I'm just embracing the moment

Lie to my face when you check in

You wanna use all my words as a weapon

I don't care if they're forgetting

I don't wanna be a legend

Never knew what I would step in

Holy water dip my neck in

Summer got cold i was lonely

My friend said I changed since he known me

Mom said i'm getting too bony

Feels like i'm standing alone as a goalie

Powering down like i'm sony

Kaori words you're a phony

Cross on my neck i'm not holy

Hope the winter envelops me slowly

Tats on my arms and they hate it

I hate it the smell of your fragrance

I'd be lying if i said i hate everything

What i hate the most is feeling vacant

I don't even wanna say shit

I don't know if i could take it

I don't even wanna

I don't even wanna

And i don't wanna say that it never gets

Don't wanna say that it never gets better

Or some stupid shit about the weather

Or some stupid shit bout how i met her

And i know how i break down

It's because i can't deal with the pressure

We were s'posed to do this shit together

Wire me in then ctrl alt delete i just want you to end all my process

I know i'm relapsing again i don't say a word

Cause they think i made progress

Too many feelings i suppress

Too many thoughts i can't assess

I don't even know if i'm blessed but my family pray for my success

And i pray for myself

I let a lot of them people just walk over me so i pray for my health

I don't know why you would break my trust

Tell me what had you compelled

Tell me why you would just do me like that

Feels like i'm under your spell

Could you just give me a second

I'm just embracing the moment

Lie to my face when you check in

You wanna use all my words as a weapon

I don't care if they're forgetting

I don't wanna be a legend

Never knew what I would step in

Holy water dip my neck in

Summer got cold i was lonely

My friend said I changed since he known me

Mom said i'm getting too bony

Feels like i'm standing alone as a goalie

Powering down like i'm sony

Kaori words you're a phony

Cross on my neck i'm not holy

Hope the winter envelops me slowly