Demonlover

[Intro: Sandra Tervonen]

Uh-huh

Yeah, beautiful

Perfect

Yeah, beautiful

[Verse 1: Sandra Tervonen]

Opaque in the eye, put the demons to bed at night, it's alright

We'll go out on a ride

Down Mulholland Drive, my demonlover and I

Oh, I feel so unalive, it wants all my time

We're so intertwined

And I don't even mind, so many lives I've left behind

[Chorus: Sandra Tervonen]

I feel so bad, so bad

But I look beautiful

I feel so bad, so bad

But I look beautiful

[Verse 2: Sandra Tervonen]

Now that it's too late

I call you from beyond the grave, uh-huh

Yeah, I'm as good as dead, buying back the time

I guess I've done something right, that's right

My demonlover on fire

Tellin' me, "I'm fine, for you I come alive"

And no, I really don't mind

As long as I've got you by my side

[Chorus: Sandra Tervonen]

I feel so bad, so bad

But I look beautiful

I feel so bad, so bad

But I look beautiful

[Post-Chorus: Sandra Tervonen]

I feel so bad (I feel so bad)

So bad (Yeah, beautiful)

I feel so bad (I feel so bad)

So bad (That's right, beautiful)

[Outro: illumitati]

Sadistically, hopefully, I— I— I've—

So— I so hope that one day somebody finds these

I'm making the real moments that I have on here

Me— after I'm gone— after— I don't know

Whoever it might be

I wish people knew how much I was fucking struggling

Constantly

Constantly, I mean

Making good appearances

I get the sense that maybe many won't say anything, I don't know

You can always, like, scream for help, but it's like

I feel like something terribly wrong has gone down

Only when chaos ensues do people listen