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I can't eat, I've been stuck for days

I try so hard to be pushed away

And it blows up in my face every time

Never in the same place, meds got me drowzy

You say, you feel what I say but you never try and shout me

I'll always stay the same, I think I needa change for you (Ooh)

And you know that it's fine, I'm talking to the walls

And I can't even lie, I've been going through a lot

Got lamotrigine and pressure, in my head, I'm 'bout to pop

Won't you tell me how to stop? Just tell me how to stop

And you know that it's fine and even if it's not

I've been running my whole life, what's the point of giving up?

Too much pain, huh, what a waste

Nothing more really to say, huh, what a waste

Now you're wasting all my time, wish it all could be fine

You think it's yours, you know it's mine, going line after line

Wish I could go back and rewind, yeah, rewind all the time

But tell me, is it really me on your mind in the night?

'Cause I could pull up the receipts, girl, you know that I'm trying

And now you're feeling on my thigh by the end of the night

You wake up next to me at 5, thinking how we survived

You think it's yours, you know it's mine, how you treat my life

Baby, you don't deserve this

You give me air to breathe, you're my soul and my purpose

I'm a puppet on your strings but I don't think it's working

Tell me, why am I hurting? Why you closing the curtain again?

And every time it comes back, back, back to you

I'm starting to think I'm really bad, bad, bad for you

And I would change if I can, can, can for you

But I don't think I'm really the right man for you

Oh, oh

Oh, oh

Oh, oh

Now you're wasting all my time, wish it all could be fine

You think it's yours, you know it's mine, going line after line

Wish I could go back and rewind, yeah, rewind all the time

But tell me, is it really me on your mind in the night?

'Cause I could pull up the receipts, girl, you know that I'm trying

And now you're feeling on my thigh by the end of the night

You wake up next to me at 5, thinking how we survived

You think it's yours, you know it's mine, how you treat my life

Now you're wasting all my time, wish it all could be fine

You think it's yours, you know it's mine, going line after line

Wish I could go back and rewind, yeah, rewind all the time

But tell me, is it really me on your mind in the night?

'Cause I could pull up the receipts, girl, you know that I'm trying

And now you're feeling on my thigh by the end of the night

You wake up next to me at 5, thinking how we survived

You think it's yours, you know it's mine, how you treat my life

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