Habits

I'll let you try and contain

All of your life in cardboard boxes

I keep repeating your name

Walking around in that empty apartment

Told you I'm doing just fine

But to tell the truth

I feel like total shit

Whenever I'm with you (oh)

I don't change, I just push right through

Oh, count your regrets

Keeping time with the drip of that leaky faucet

And that pain in your chest

It feels good to know that you haven't lost it yet

And if I want your hooks out of me

I can make this a habit

I was trying to keep it together

But I, I was too distracted

By the part of me that's been lacking the most

I gotta change these habits

I gotta change these habits

It's more than it takes

So I gotta change, I gotta changе

I gotta change all these habits 'causе

You said you figured me out

We haven't spoken since

And I thought I would love the spotlight

But it only made me squint

I don't change, I just push through it