happy as me

I love 6yari

She's standing in my room

And I can't tell if she's real

A doctor in her gown

But that won't get me to heal

So put away your tools

Don't operate on me

I'm fine just where I'm at

So I'll tell you one last thing

Baby, I want you to hate me like I hate myself

I think you should find your loving in somebody else

I see you're just tryin' to change it, but it does no help

So save your breath, I'm so unwell

Push them all away so they're as happy as me

When I'm finally silent and I'm six underneath

I bite my tongue so hard, it's probably breaking my teeth

I love you so damn much, but I just wish you would leave me

A bastard's what I am

But they don't seem convinced

So I'll fuck up all your plans

The pain's making you wince

I got bored of it, it's my problem

And I made it yours without solving

So hate me, please, and start walking

Walking away from me while I'm rotting

'Cause baby, I want you to hate me like I hate myself

I think you should find your loving in somebody else

I see you're just tryin' to change it, but it does no help

So save your breath, I'm so unwell

Push them all away so they're as happy as me

When I'm finally silent and I'm six underneath

I bite my tongue so hard, it's probably breaking my teeth

I love you so damn much, but I just wish you would leave me