I Will Try

So I guess the table's turned

For the first time I can't find the words

To apologise for all the poor decisions and the lessons that I never learned.

'Cause I've got friends that have lost their father and they're much stronger than me

I know people who live their lives in the shadow that they're trying to be

And I will try my best to find a smile

And I will close my eyes and say i'm not afraid

And it's time that I was clear of all the negativity that I hold so dear

I lost my sight for far too long to take my mind off all my fears

But I found my way again

And I will try my best to find a smile

And I will close my eyes and say i'm not afraid

We will try our best to find a smile

And we will close our eyes and say we're not afraid

We will try our best to find a smile

And we will close our eyes and say we're not afraid

This time

I need to set aside my ways

And figure out all the things I have to change.