Exhausted Love

[Verse 1]

I'm so goddamn tired, can't tell if I'm done, or just un-inspired

and don't give me that you can be somebody speech

that ain't your place, let me be

I'm an example of a candle lit life

with electric relaxation, brain trampled by devotion

to remote control channel changin

something provoked the whole globe to lower expectations

damn, what's wrong with my generation?

we was the cream of the crop but it seems we've been robbed

that's what happens when you trade in all your dreams for a job

and every day it gets less and less exciting

I would make a difference but I'm busy faking this instead of trying

change my shift from now to never and I'll pretend I'm fine

why am I stuck at the shitty end of the assembly line

I guess I'm built to be intoxicated with hope

sometimes it's a journey, most the time it's just a bad joke

and in my scroll there's a junk drawr I can't organize

the first to come in last to leave we'll never be immortalized

this sort of life is completely overrated, I'm sick of being the

only one I know that's trying to take it

so right now I'm heading home, got sounds of nature for you born in

my headphones and half a bottle of ???

that's the reaction to an overdose of passion

brainless, stagnant...aint it magic

[Verse 2]

I never knew ambition could be so fuckin disgusting

I earn a good commission but it makes me feel so ugly

I'm on some not even knowing I'm an illuminatis just as long

as playin aging doesn't disrupt my funerals progress

I ain't changin for you I'm not reaching for the sky, I would

if you could give me one good reason why I should even try

because after a while this never ending lame game of what's better

could fracture your smiles mainframe forever

it's so fun to be in love..or so I've heard

the meaning has no feeling even though I understand the word

I used to try to make heaven right here on earth but that'll only

happen if you find someone else to do the work

I'll be surprised when my psychosis turns out to keep the driving focus

while I hold the same blurred cloud as burnt out dope heads

so for now my worthless counterwork has found a purpose everytime a

pound of dirt produced I get my frown referbished

two for one specials, if you order show the devils, head swole

running out of petrol but I won't let go of this gas pedal

till I'm settled and they finally ?? me with that sweet blind security

so insecure and messy, mark today the day that dedication died

instead of saying goodbye, I'm staying praying that'll I'll stay alive

because even though I know I hate to love you so much

I got no better place to go, that's why I always show up