Wearing Thin

I'm racing into the wall

But in my mind I'm okay

I don't say anything at all

There's no price that I won't pay

And I'm not worried now

It's just another day

It's just another bad idea ahead

Maybe I wanna go away

It's not enough for me to stay

And if I called it off today

Could you understand me leaving?

I'm pacing after the call

Eyes are bloodshot red

There was no one in the hall

Nobody heard a thing I said

And I'm not worried now

It's just another day

It's just another bad idea ahead

Maybe I wanna go away

It's not enough for me to stay

And if I called it off today

Could you understand me leaving?

What if I find a better way

To say the things I need to say

It's no longer in the way

And now it's all just one big nothing

I hope you know I'm wearing thin

Can't let you see the state I'm in

How are you now, where have you been

I'll disappear and start again

(And start again, and start again)

Maybe I wanna go away

It's not enough for me to stay

And if I called it off today

Could you understand me leaving?

What if I find a better way (Find a better way)

To say the things I need to say (Things I need to say)

It's no longer in the way (No longer in the way)

And now it's all just one big nothing

What if I find a better way (I hope you know)

To say the things I need to say (I'm wearing thin)

It's no longer in the way (Can't let you see)

I know it's all just one big nothing (The state I'm in)